Girls

This should be fun.  I'm going to try to leave swear words out and just talk about some problems I've had in the past with girls whether it be girlfriends or just girls in general that I know. 

I would love to know what some of you are thinking.  I have a sister so I have a pretty good idea, but lord, I dont know what to think some times.  I am not religious yet I try to live by the 'treat others as you would like to be treated' motto.  I am not perfect, let me say that.  I am not 19.  I have a pretty good idea what my problems are and try to hide them, but obviously it can't be done all the time.  Back to the task at hand....females.  I have a couple of friends who have journals (i'll make sure their links are added to the site asap) who have written about the same problems in the past few weeks. 

I dont get it.  If a girl doesn't want to be with a guy, or vice versa, do us a favor and just tell us.  Will we be hurt?  Most likely, but its better than just leading us along like puppy dogs.  Just be honest and up front.  I have to say that I've led girls on in the past for one reason or another.  I don't know how to really end a relationship so I take the wrong way out.  I don't cheat...never have, never will, but I might come up with an excuse.  (It's not you...It's me....honestly....I have the problem.....)

Another thing girlies....don't lie.  It will catch back up with you sooner or later.  So many girls, and guys must do the same thing, say I'm going to do this or that when in reality they are going somewhere else and lying about it.  That gets old real quick.  I have had girls in the past who just lie over and over again....cheat over and over again, yet they still say 'ryan, i love you, will you marry me?'  totally serious people.  not a joke.  its a joke to me though.  lie to me and i wont look at you again.  i would love to name names and go off on a tangent but im past that point in my life.  thats all in the past and i dont have to worry about it right now.  i just dont care but i have friends that do. 

What about girls who think they are all that?  Who think that we are staring when we arent.  Girls listen, most of us dont stare.  We might want to just talk to you and get to know you.  Some of you we dont want to get to know.  We can tell you are rags.  I know girls who are rags and I wish I didn't know them.  Girls who complain about everything, act as if they are intelligent when they arent, etc etc etc. 

I told myself that I wasnt going to hold back but I'm afraid that all of this will come back to haunt me.  On aol anybody can read this.  anybody.  i dont like that idea at all. 

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1. It's Not About the Bike by Lance Armstrong

2. Managing My Life by Sir Alex Ferguson, manager of Manchester United

3. The Jordan Rules by Sam Smith

4. Fab Five by Mitch Albom

5. My World by David Beckham

6. Bad As I Wanna Be by Dennis Rodman

7. All My Octobers by Mickey Mantle

8. Outrageous by Charles Barkley